Hubby went to work at the cafe. Thank you God for this lifetime as a martyr all along. Martyrdomlife are not necessarily punishment though I tend to say they are. We change DEEPLY to the core when we suffer all along and learn pity in the end.

This may be the ultimate sign of depth of sanity:pity. I dont feel an overwhelming senseof pity for everyone but one day, I know, I will. And so shall you all feel when you gain sanity and truth of wisdom by God.