I was given pretty complete mastery of crazy wisdom teachings to others.

This is very satisfying. Some peopletruly listen to my words of experience. They feel pity for me as they read the blog. These people are my and Jesus' people- those who can cry for someone they barely knew whose life they understand somewhat. Many many many many many many people are not misers of their privileges and mind heart. I just did not meet most of them....except my inlaws. I have been wandering mostly alone except with hubby all along.

my childhood friends were pathetic too.