sigh. There is no dout, I am weird even to myself tonight looking back at emails and predictions so called to everyone I know. I am so stone all the time recenty I think that is the cause of all that nonsense in emails to everyone.

I am not fit to live a war coming nor more poverty. But of course, no one has a say in their future deep down except gratitude and praying to continue being kind.

To everyone we meet but especially to each other.