Really, when I am ever a mother, I want to be the best. But I was so sick in this life, there was no way I ever wanted chikldren with Tonton on top of it.

So by 12 years old, after I baby sat a baby and hated the interaction so much, I chose to never have children ever. Thankfully, I had my niece and nephew to learn to love from afar too as young babies or toddlers. It IS important to take care of babies a few times in our lives. We are sometimes pleasantly suprised at how fun it is to change their diapers when they laugh the whole time.