No music much today -  twice the nuns of tibet and thats all. Nothing right now. I am totally out of my mind when I am drunk and claiming I know mystical things like the future. Total BS. It is obvious to me tonight, sober. How embarassing all these emails where I insult everyone for not a single thread of good reasoning! 

This is new.

Even more like since 2017.

Very embarassing and sad.

I like this non getting drunk. Very nice. Healthier.