These two metis people are the least lucky I ever befriended.

Moise barely went to high school I think.

Poor all his life.

extreme poverty like homelessness for now.

Most middle class canadians do not understand the complete destitution in canada of natives and metis. From very unlucky beginnings Rosie rose as much as she could but it is hard.

And she has zero money to give her son. That is not fair. I would be mad angry if I was them. Angry at so much trials and difficulties so unfair.

May Jesus grant them peace instead of anger. I say a special prayer for Moise, who may be dead for all I know. Give him a talent my Lord.Writing, story telling, imagination, building, something. Give him, miraculously, mental health. And I dont know how my Lord, but please please, get him off the street. I feel terrible for having alienated Rosie from me.

It was a very nice 3-4 years with her. Helping her a tiny amount with once or twice money and many food baskets and fancy soaps etc. She got sick of charity. We could just treat her: not help and her son massively.

She may be terribly angry at me for saying foolish things and giving them crazy false hope. Indeed. May she have forgotten everything by now.

Lord, why such extremes of misery for Moise...I am helpless at helping them significantly.

Please bring Rosie some solace regarding her mother who abandoned her at birth. Anger is a nasty emotion for peace of mind. Please bring Rosie and Moise to great heights of sainthood bliss.

Please forgive me my crazy wishful thinking of becoming a millionaire to be a philantropist. Only you my Lord can help them like they need. I was just your tool for a while to soothe Rosie a bit from much harsh years after she had been evicted.