Lovely to have them both with me today, on the bed. I am on the red couch.

I dedicate the merit of the virtues practiced today to the enlightenement of all the homeless people this Noel. I know one guy who lives on the street and has been for the last 4-5 years It is not fair and nobody cares because he only has his mother, a poor foster child metis woman with no money herself. I dont even know if he is still alive. We invited them both for Noel a year or two ago, but the mother declined. I hope her son is alive and doing better. I dont talk with the mother anymore as I became too crazy online with her. We gave her a hand here and there for about 3-4 years.

I loved her a lot but went nuts on her: I started saying we would give her our house if we died...Hubby is not in agreement on that.

I cannot stand not being able to help her and her son significantly.

A life long life of poverty for these two: where is the sense in that?

Ill health on top of it, of course- it is impossible to stay healthy and top shape when poor. I pray for these two and may the son be off the street by now and safe.

If you dont have anyone looking after you financially when you are sick in canada, you are fucked for life. And this mother and son duo never ever had anyone else but each other only. I pray if God cannot provide them with great income to get off the street, that at least he provides GREAT PEACE of mind by some miracle to both of them. And warmth. Jesus came especially for the unlucky souls on earth and suffered from terrible demise because of his Teachings, at a time of fascism. May he wrap up Moise et his mother Rosie into his Love this holiday season and in the new year. I cannot even imagine what sufferings they are going through. Well I can sort of imagine as I lived poor for 3 years myself_ it is awful. May they be liberated from poverty, my Lord. And grant Moise a robust health please, so he never dies on his mother's watch. amen.

JE VOUS SALUE MARIE PLEINE DE GRACE. AMEN.

om muni muni mahamuni yeh svoha

om muni muni mahamuni yeh svoha

I was very very foolish with Rosie after a few years. I could not stand seeing them so poor and ill with nothing for themselves much to hold. I wanted us to be multi millionaires to help them out more like we could then.

But we are far from millionaires.

I dont know why we have no money to give to get a man off the street. We dont have enough money to look after him financially.

His mother is okay for cash and shelter.

I once thought Rosie was a rebirth of my very rich current sister.

I am more or less giving up on these reincarnation stories, as we will never ever know the truth.