I have asked him to live the life of an ascete very soon when I am reborn, if rebirth exists. But an ascete that is never as crazy as I have been starting in 2005. And more so in 2006.

I sometimes truly am flabbergasted at my free time and relative material comforts nonetheless. This is not normal. It is simply because I am a lucky lucky ill person that I have all that. I assume my past life I must have cleaned a heck of a lot because i barely touch a broom nowadays. I really hope I am not that angry in my next life as I have been for so long , on and off ,througout my 50 years old almost.