I feel a bit lost tonight. None of my predictions make sense nor will come true. Sigh. I am so discouraged by my mind and such tiny capacity to help the world and others.

I really hope I stop talking abotu tibetan rebirths. I am too fixated on that in the last little while.

This life as a canadian is so humbling. I am nobody and have no skills to change the world and I am aboslutly never popular to do so.

I write and maybe about a dozen of people read my books. how I need a high being to teach me, my Lord! How I need my health to practice! I am frustrated at my lack of sanity.

May I never give in to letting go of everything unless it is the wise thing to do.

I am way too attached to my being.

If I could offer myself for a cause, i would. Instead, I live it.