this thankfulness is your doorway to heaven.

God really enjoys being thanked and sends us much joy or calmness when we tahnk him genuinely.

I dont care right now about thanking teachers except Tenzin palmo as P. and myself the 14th. But thanking God genuinely, and with effort at times to find what to be thankful for genuinely, actually brings you suddenly right into God's bosom. Tis is to me the first relationship with God that makes sense: Thankfulness.

If you are born with angry kamma, you onyl whine to god so much that you selfcreate hateful energies. It is okay to whine without anger to God though. always. And to ask for his strenght in Jesus Christ our Lord. But do remind yourslef of what your thankful for when you are all going nuts if you do. You have all lived full lives, some older some younger amongst you, so it should not be just anger and hatred if you have lived well by now. If it is, you have fucked up.  Pray now to find the mind heart to be garteful overall all throughout what is coming. Some of you, despite suffering much, will attain exactly that beautiful state of offering to Buddha. Or God. And you will glide it alllike champions with each other I hope but do Find God too and be alone with Her.