I have zero suffering overall except the occasional insult on the blog.

Remember this: anger is suffering, so while you can, always commit to being kind and loving. All of you who have not awakened to great peace or have but still must face the starving era, good luck. I am so very glad I am leaving before all this shit hits the fan in north america officially. I would have stayed but truly, my body cannot handle this wolrd at all anymore. Too broken and i have seen pretty bad views of canadian culture in authorities (hospital, cops, security companies and agents in hospitals, corrupt doctors etc). I have already starved and I have already been beatne up many times.

I have in fact known hatred more intimately than I had as the 14th dalai lama: saturating my own mind. Still, i found God thorughout it all. So can you, everyone. may God be with You all and buddha enlighten your mind hearts together and with God. om shanti om. amen.