but fear not, I saw in a private email to my sister that I said in canada it shall be fairly short.

so hopefully, many of you will survive! Yay! But you will have been to hell and back! Some of you shall become writers of the resistance.

Others shall become heros to each others. Many of your lives will be recalled.

The only reason i must leave and cannot wait for you in new zealnd everyone, to rejoice in peace in 6 years, is because I am way too broken physically and mentally to face withdrawal from any drugs right now. Which will be necessary everywhere I suspect in the world of the north american or new zealand kind. I am spent basically. Please survive many of you and write write write and draw draw draw if you prefer. take pictures of beauty throughout mayhem if mayhem there ever is : create. Eating is one thing: hope can also make us survive.

It is NOT doom and gloom forever, it is an era to live through for some of us. The main thing will be: not to ever feel hatred for tohers or yourslef, and to learn to live in material discomfort and maybe quite a bit of hunger for many. So some less than optimal easy conditions we can agree I think.