I dont reread everything spontaneously to check what i actually said in words.

But I got overtaken by a new old male energy.

Its not the best I know.

It is so male and old.

And easy to lose to viciousness when hurt deeply.

This is not my own energy. I am wiser by now, more resilient until next time.

Thank you to God to make me practice controling viciousness energy when righteous - I think it may be a male trait not female for me.