Much lucid crazy wisdom not at all entries tonight but if you pick it just anywhere, you may think me nutty.

I accept that whatever I write you may read in your own way.

A man that has been allowed to express anger all his life has much chances to develop a vicious streak even when he is superbly holy and old.

I think god mixed my energy of young female and old male tonight after such extermely enlightening blog tonight about the injustices I suffered and saw others suffer in BC.  I want this old male energy whose only temptation is viciousness slightly, to become more calming for everyone around him instead of being so stupid as to wish them to never enlightned with me, those who were douche bags to me in BC.

There is a slight discrepancy of experience between these two female and male energies.

Bless may all be who read my stories. And by the glory of God and human smarts and merit, may they get enlightened. I am actually really vicious with that old man energy in me: I want them all to cry and beg me to stay and enlighten them....ha ha ha....all those who treated me as if I had a cannabis use disorder and was psychotic in BC and took away my rights. amen. The old man is wiser already.