I have sinned plenty in harsh emails sent to pretty much anyone who ever knew me. Yet I hold such a grudge about my friends in quebec.

I have three male friends I still contact here and there but nothing weekly nor sometimes even monthly.

But every girlfriend disappeared when I got weird online.

They must have been ashamed or something because they dropped me like a bomb.

No goodbyes. No caring words when my mental health was obviously upset. Complete let down.

And no support of my books.

Ever. Hubby says they simply did not care nor loved me anymore. He is so fucking harsh but realistic.