Ouf, I left him to cook his meal because he is horrible and starte yelling for a misunderstanding. All he does is react. He never takes the time to contemplate what is being discussed and breath in breath out if he feels angry for no reason.

Horribly reactive. And super duper pedant when he misunderstands me or the context of our discussion. we barely saw each other all day and he jumped at my face for no reason when we started talking. Nasty.

A female neighbour elderly, invited me to a concert this saturday. She pays for the ticket and it is choir concert. Should be fun and melodious. I hope i stop obsessing about cigarettes during the two hour show. Grace is very nice and supportive: she enjoys most of my books and often writes me notes she leaves in my mailbox about them with sometimes a small friendly gift (chocolate, apples from her garden etc). thank you Buddha for this invitation: I will certainly practice smoke free at the concert and meditation sitting for two hours.

it is super sweet of Grace to have thought of me because as a writer, she thought I was a 'creative person who would enjoy nice music'. amen. om shanti om. Thank you Grace and see you Saturday.