It is not great.
I am really johnsing without cigarettes too much.
The dizzy buzz of one is so relaxing.
I take faith and bravery courage in loving myself, like the monks say, enough to quit bad habits.
Oral cancer woul be nasty nasty nasty.
No matter how much I have been loving the cigarette to death!
I am seeing the dentist to check my gums and cheeks.
Today at 1pm.
May all be well please Buddha and God. Om mani peme hung