I had a life, about 800 years ago in my mindstream for me, as a saint whore underage who becomes a nun after being a single mother of three.

I am tough nutjob in that life and beat my kids.

I really dont doubt the depth of BJG'Slove for me by the time he dies in this BJG life. He is not doomed to never see me again: he is reborn my daughter way back for me.

i, only the other hand, wll take a huge break and not see him in my future for quite a long long while. he is a great guy compared to the mass.