My hair was dry like straw from smoke and lack of care. It still does not look white in house light. Yay.

In sunlight, it looks grey here and there.

It is so very much not worth stressing out so very much about the sure to go wrong delivery of dryer and washer....

No life is endangered and we are happy and healthy overall, all 5 of us.

That is enough reason to stay zen as a cloud.

And go with the wind.

I really tense up about house wife chores: no wonder I cannot work since 2015-2016, not even part time like before... Working for strangers is by far more stressful than as me as a housewife. Hubby told me I was unwell today...how unhelpful after all the phone calls I made to fix his sloppiness in the buying and delivery info sharing.

He really has no empathy. Sigh. Anyway, no biggie. I was super stressed out it is true but it is nothing unusual given the circumstances for me.

amen. May God help us all. especially in coping with anything thrown at us. Hallelujah!

I listened to Noel music today. It fills me with magic and nostalgia: very soothing and relaxing.