Thank you Buddha for the blessings today and Teachings thanks to God and your life. The noticingof my panic was helpful: I have to calm down basically when stressed out.

Nothing left to do tonight but walk the dogs ad light up and pray at the memorial for Laurel by the driveway. It is the only place Charlotte wont break or chew on the flowers etc- the flower boxes at the front.

Soem tulips usually perk up from there. I shoudl plant tulips bulbs for next year in 2026. They are old the ones here. The hyacinths, bright violet, still flower each spring. By the entrance way.

And we have resilient daffodils from the previous owners at the front. As well as purple ground covers under the cedar trees.