The day is quietly unfolding and the mood is good for everyone but I smoke so very many cigarettes, i am totally grossed out by them.

i know for sure I will be a monk next human life and never ever go near cigarettes. I have requested that to god and I think it is rather fair. four packs a day every day sometimes more when I stay up, for 20 years.

Smoking1.5 packs 10 years before that.

In my own experience, the happiest religion for me and approache has been tibetan buddhism as Lilou. More so than ctaholicism, which I always find crazy to wroship the nails of jesus. Too much masochism in the catholic tradition about Jesus. Not enough peaceful hope.