point is, i am fully aware of my original sin, vanity.

the word disgusted at my mind , when I was 5, when I had a flash enlightenemnt and saw how selfish and vain i was, comes to mind.

god sends it to me at times, this vanity he sees in me, and I alm always always always embarassed and a bit grossed out.

so, THIS fact explains why I think so highly of myself in my reborths as to have entertained I would be Jesus one day or Dalia lama 14th, who is truly super power. This blog is very very wise and will always make sense overall.

I have very good self knowledge.

And awareness.