My next nun monastic buddhist life I will be a korean southern woman.

It shall be grand and I look forward to it. Think mystical hermitage in the mist stuff.

I dont know if I will be more polite then, but much more with it all along no doubt. Dont ever lose hope: I had no hope as a youth for many years and that truly made me feel nasty. I felt unloved, i fel hated, I felt unseen for whom I was and apsired to become. This was all in my head at the time I see now. Misunderstandings with ym family and luke warm friends used to nothing but wealth.