Forgiveness is godly. It is truly a beautiful way to live. I was too enraged to have really forgiven my parents. But truly they did what they could. We are all broken. I dont know why I have been so harsh with them for so long. I should be beyond that now. They have proven they like me. They have a right to be totally different from me, all of them. I have been very harsh with no kindness for them. May liking each other be enough for accepting that I was wrong to be so harsh. Amen. I am sorry my emails to my mother have been so very hateful. It must have caused them much grief to see how enraged and hateful I was always at them.