The day is very sunny. Like many so called mentally affected or ill people, I am very spiritual, bordering on religious. As I have said, the compassionate visions I had in BC, while hell broke loose with brian and i started tampering with my meds, were divine. There is no other words for it. Love and bliss were everywhere I looked and also, basically, in my heart and mind.This state that lasted about 4 years, made me ask and promise to God to devote a life to him or Her. It was truly amazing love visions. Utter bliss. Only getting through crazy ;pains can make you reach such a mental state.