I was rereading yesterday's emails to my parents...I am so tired of writing to them crazy things but I must somehow anyway. Or so it seems, if I care about them at all. I took my half synthroid today. No more nightmares since reducing synthroid but still trouble falling asleep at times. I smoke too much dope again. Therefore, crazy wisdom in all my emails...It is a burden on everyone I love to receive my crazy rants. I feel terrible because of it.