...and doing groceries. Moral is a bit down today because of booze and zopiclone last night. I am not special. I dont know why i am so obsessed with tibetan buddhism when I am so little advanced on the path. I may have seen some of the good and bad in the world directly, through vision and experience, but I am noone important and dont know anything but the very little I know. I am not trained in anyway except a BA in antrhopology and an ESL teaching certificate. I am so embarassed at my crazy wisdom. It is not too late to improve , be kinder in words and more aware of the world and its mysterious life.