Ego is so stupid , mine talks all the time to say fantaisies that are often unpleasant for others to hear about themselves and untrue. I think i have just lost another friend. Unless she truly understands that I meant nothing with what I said, that it was my cannabis use dirsorder, she will never forgive me. Cannabis makes me so loopy. I start thinking I know what i dont know and spewing false things about other people to them  that are super not nice to hear. I have lost my friend in Parry Sound I believe by now. I have apologized but it is so unpleasant she will probably want to cut me off. I did not insult anyone I just said crazy things about them and their psychology and their future.