It is super late. i have not stayed that late up for months. I guess the last 36 hours have been trying on my nerves. Lots of emotions and discomfort too. I just took half a sleeping pill. I dont want to spend 24 hours up like it looks like where I was heading...before the half pill. 

I was just sent a chat by a student of an annoying guru. She was dead set on sending me his book. That is all she talked about. Very boring. A scam and maybe a virus with the attachment. I did not give her my email to send it.I was all excited when I saw an Hindi poet of tumblr had reached out to me. I thought maybe it was someone I knew in delhi or dharamshala.  But nope. Just a stranger with a guru obsessed attitude.