I have put a vinyl of Horace Andy, a great favourite of mine (songs for you and I was a perfect romantic album according to me around 2001-2002). I have been sane for about almost 3 weeks. I fear what will come in a month or two. At 50 mg though, now that i recall and reread my emails, i was even crazier than 2023 I think but maybe not...I am pretty filled with anguish at how very crazy I have become because of online and what I allowed myslef to say for years when it was hell with hubby at home and I was going angry nuts. The truth is, I think, i have always been quite nuts after 2007....and very unhappy but highly functional before then. Though my first crisis was 1998.