Wow, with hubby's recent fight, the timing to go out east after 9 years could not have been better, except about billy's possible attention to his lump in october. 

Montreal, where I should go twice during my three days stay in Saint bruno, will be weird a bit maybe. I wonder if it will be a heartbreak at not being living there anymore or just a throwback weird enough in itself? I look forward to it either way. I always had a deep love for Montreal, having grown close to it and studied and lived  there at university. It simply is the best years of my youth, my most mature youth, until i was 27. With three and half years in toronto between 22 and 25 years old. Montreal is also strongly associated to India because this is where I was from when I went to live with tibetan nuns there for two months. Hubby has truly made my life a better place to live over the decades, despite our fights. He is very noble and very courageous and mostly generous deep down. He can be very inspiring, That is the truth He has I think charisma. Seeing three male friends, two old ones, will be also nice for a change of masculine energy with me. In Montreal.

The sherab ling cd seems to be working this time... Caloo callay!