Oh yes, one transe I spent catatonic , pissing myslef in the garden, when I came out of it, I changed and went to meet jesus christ in the park I thought. ah ah ah...You have to understand that every catatonia or whatver you have to experience to alter your mindtsream relatively harmelssly, is unberable mentaly and sometimes physically too- so my body would shut down to allow my mind to give me visions. Intensive hot breathing yoga under piles of blanket at night really calmed me down when I was flipping bananas 24-7. It was not easy but my ilnness of the mind served at last a purpose by feeding me visions when I tempered my meds. I dont need to EVER do that again- too fucking hard truly. And i remember pretty much every coolest visions or states.