I felt COMPLETELY alienated from my family all my life until recently.

I had no close friend that accepted mycrazy wisdom and engaged with me.

Except by 2020.

The first 30 years of my life were COMPETELY unhappy most of the time.

And I was totally finacially and emotionally dependent eventually of hubby as my sole kind friend.

Though it was very interseting all along, this is anouk life is NOT one of my good lives.

I suffered much much in it.

From deep despair and alienation as a youth.

I am glad God provides lives where we are much much fucntional too.